Thoughts In My Head

As I was sitting down to write this, I saw a quote on Twitter:


"The only thing that matters is where you choose to be in your life right now."

My great grandmother died two weeks ago. It's been an uphill battle, with five aunts and my dad. I've finally made it around to talk about it. I was helping take care of her. It was tough dealing with that and my tarot clients. I did it, I put family first. I adore the people who are my clients but, my family needed me more.

Dad says he felt a supreme calm come over him. He's also been getting work hand over fist now. Our family dog, Holly, spent the day staring at the wall. (She was my puppy when I lived at home.) My dad is a believer in the after life.

It's been a strange September. I miss my grandmother but it is truly better. Watching my family made me realize a lot. I'm tired of living my life for others. I now had sometime to to sit and think, so I did. Living my life for myself is not selfish. Choosing to live a life without my boys because other girls choose one so I should too seems wrong. Not having pink hair because other mothers (or tarot readers) don't is truly wrong.

I vowed to live a life that makes me happy.Even if it might be unconventional. I don't want to regret not being myself. The road I was on would've lead me there. I want to find out what happens choosing happiness. I figured I'd write about my journey so you all could read along.

You can follow along and I hope to inspire you.